Uh, Feeling like I been crucified
Haven´t been the same since my daughter died
Paranormal flourished than my state of mind
Kinda hard for me to orchestrate a fucking rhyme
Last night I took some pain killers
And I became friends with a death dealer
Couple minutes later I was stupid numb
Slowly blinking, thinking where I got this pistol from
Damn I was fucked up
Still wonder why my daddy had abandoned us
Lost my dog when he decided to put them hammers up
Left the dope game so crackers couldn´t jam him up
Heatin´ pain off in my cold heart
These niggas playing foul like a false start
How my youngest pull your card like it´s Hallmark
Choppa stop a nigga like a cross guard

Oh Lord I´m a mad man
Screaming starvation to the motherland
Never money over brothers man
I don´t think they understand
Hear the pain that I´m so poor
It´s like the lions when the pack roar
Come meet the last of a dying breed
Guaranteed that this some shit you´ve never seen
Black man, no college degree
Still a made a way for my mama to eat
Million dollars made and I did it in peace
But still I am a flirt to the fucking police
I forever be a field nigga
As long God with me, I´m a deal with em
Paranoid only Lord knows
Thinking I´m seeing people and the phantom ghosts

God Bless