I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause I wasn´t wanted
I was so different from the rest of them all
Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed
And I never got no sleep
Cause I kept on trippin´ over what they said
And everything that my mom said made me mad
And everything that my dad said made me sad

Why am I even trying?
I´m crying out, I´m crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I´ve fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

You keep shootin´ those glances
Relating to the rawness, I´m a fuckin´ lost kid
Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me
You keep trippin´ on everything I wear, every time I swear
Even when it comes to my hair
It seems like you don´t have the time to relate to my kind
I´m not a dope pullin´ your life

Why am I even trying?
I´m crying out, I´m crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I´ve fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I´m trippin´ out, I´m trippin´ out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I´ve hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out

Your dreamy dreads
Are you still tripping on me?
You´re drinking dread
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you drift?
Are you still tripping on me?
Now do you drift?
Why are you tripping on me?

I was so much an outcast
Find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can´t seem to find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
No ever liked me
I can´t find a way to make it right
I was so much an outcast
I can´t seem to find a way to make it right

Why am I even trying?
I´m crying out, I´m crying out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Spinny round, spinny round, I´ve fallen down
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I´m trippin´ out, I´m trippin´ out
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I´ve hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out
I´m crying out, I´m crying out, I´m crying out, freaking out
Draw me down, breaking down
I´ve hit the ground
I cannot seem to keep from freaking out