It´s said and done, there is no turning back.
I´ve made my choice, now I´ve gotta face the facts.
Within myself, the hunger won´t be subdued,
because I can´t have my cake and eat it too.
I´m worn down from fighting with myself.
I´ll save my life and lose my mental health.
I´m wigging out, everything is turning round.
A bitter taste-no comfort can be found.
An emptiness wells inside of me, there´s no filling the void that will always be.
A self-control is all I have to hold.
It´s been too long.
Maybe I have been to bold.
When you´re by your own
conviction discipline can be your addiction.
I´m worn down from fighting with myself.
I´ll save my life and lose my mental health. I´ve gone
this far so I´ll keep trying.
Continue to fight, I hope that I don´t end up dying.