I´m looking back on a time when I could say I actually thought I cared about you
But after everything I´ve been put though
I realise that I´ve been living with false hope
It´s drowning out my senses
It´s drowning out my thoughts
This has got oh so confusing
And I´ve only got myself to blame
I can´t believe...oh what was I thinking
I´ve only got my self to blame
You mean nothing to me
And you never fucking did
I can´t stand to listen to your excuses anymore
I can only pray that you feel so alone
A guilty conscience hangs over your head
I can´t believe...oh what was I thinking
I´ve only got myself to blame
But maybe I´m the only one to blame in all of this
I´ve got nothing to depend on anymore