Chameleon Boy

I changed my color for you
I shed my coat with caution
I lack the beauty you display
See here there are the bruises
And some were self-inflicted
And some showed up along the way
So i nod my head
Im ready for the world to see
The secret i kept here inside the man you thought id be
Slip into coma calm
The coma where i calm myself down
Here comes excuses why i let you down

Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy I swore I wouldn´t become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy

So now we´ve come upon the hardest thing I´ve ever done
Its telling you that I´m a mess
What sort of mess I mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
And while I play instead the way that most would end up dead
You sleep alone at home and wish that i was in our bed
With this I´m telling you
My color changes back to blue
How do I ask you this
Will you help me through?

Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy I swore wouldn´t become
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy I swore I wouldn´t become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy

I try to think of all the people I look up to
Or growing up who would I be
Now the twisted part
Where all my idols end up
They all passed away
Passed away

Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Chameleon Boy
I´m chameleon boy...
Chameleon boy...