Were you surprised that we never spoke?
That in the still of the night, when nothing stirs
I woke and I gathered up some clothes
I never planned on this but it´s the way it goes
And now it all seems too familiar like pages turned on calendars
We get the same twelve months to fuck things up, year after year
And I can´t believe how down I am like a well I´m being lowered in
Now water stops, the bucket drops us farther and farther down
Farther and farther down

Well I guess that you never knew me
Or at least not well enough

So I fill my gut with dark red wine
Until my brain shuts off and my eyes go blind
You won´t see me there in that thick black air
Yeah, I´ll finally make something disappear

Because I´ve been practicing disappearing
And I think that I´ve got it down

Now there is no sun, just a cellar
Nowhere is sky, just that black, black dirt
Now there is no sun, it´s just a cellar
Nowhere is sky, just that black, black
Black, black dirt

Expanding outwards, just echoes for answers
Not that it matters, it´s back or it´s forwards
Unhappy lovers with baskets of flowers
Use them as markers
The place where your bed once stood
A time when it still felt good

But you´ll get that feeling back
Yeah, you just need some time to think
And to add up the hell, get it straight in your mind
But to calculate cost, that may take some time
But I´m sure you´ll get to feeling better
Yeah, I just need some time to drink

So I´ll fill my gut with that blood red wine
Until my insides swim and my veins unwind
I´ll be lying there in that hot white air
Once that something´s gone, it might never reappear
It might never reappear
It might never reappear
It might never reappear