I hate where I´m at
Acting crazy like that
I know that I´ve been wrong
It´s something I´ve been working on

And I don´t know what to do
It´s changing me it´s killing you
I´d tear out my insides if I could
But I don´t know if it´d do me good

I´m sorry friends I´m sorry lovers
To put us all in this mess
I know we still got each other
But I´m in distress

Cause every time that I feel like I´ve figured it out
I can´t seem to figure it in
It´s got nothing to do with me
It´s not even you, you see
It´s part of my chemistry
It´s this jealousy

In absolutely no position
To be so needlessly unkind
When I´m the one writing this fiction
Make it real in my mind

It drives me crazy in the morning
Who is this monster in the mirror
I try to get the steam to fog it out
But I just can´t get it clear

Oh and I can´t stand what I´m feeling
It´s just like poison in my veins
I know that I´m speaking
But I don´t know what I´m saying

Cause every time that I feel like the world just got lighter
It seems like my muscles give out
It´s got nothing to do with me
It´s not even you, you see
It´s part of my chemistry
It´s this jealousy

And I´m hearing your voice
That you know it´s your choice
Maybe so
And I know it´s no use
But it´s the only excuse
That I know, no no

Let me go
Let me go
Oh let me go
Oh let me go

Now let´s be real I feel just like a child
Someone could be taking all my toys
So call me dumb, call me wild
See that´s the thing with little boys

Oh now I can´t get it out in the shower
Or drink it off at the bar
This sugar´s gone sour
And it´s gone way too far

Cause every time that I feel like I´m riding so high,
Feel on top of the world
The bitch just keeps telling me no
It´s got nothing to do with me
It´s not even you, you see
It´s part of my chemistry
This demon is killing me
And oh Christ it´s filling me
It´s this jealousy
Oh, and I just can´t believe
In this jealousy,
This jealousy for you
Oh this jealousy,
This jealousy for you