If it´s okay
I´ll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it´s alright
I´ll lie awake at night
Pretending i´m curled up at your side

See I´m circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I´m still a long way from accepting it
That there´s just no you and me

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I´ll survive
So I tell myself you´re coming home
Like you´ve done a million times
And if it´s alright
I´ll still be loving you
´Cause I can´t break it to my heart

Is it just me
Did I commit a crime
I won´t believe that loving you
Is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I´m reading into things that you never said

´Cause I still don´t have the answers
To why we couldn´t work it out
I wanna think it´s something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if i still believe you love me
Maybe i´ll survive
So i tell myself you´re coming home
Like you´ve done a million times
And if it´s alright
I´ll still be loving you
´Cause I can´t break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself we´re perfect in
Every single way as long as I can keep
The truth away from my heart
Oh ´cause I can´t break it to my heart

´Cause I still don´t have all the answers
To why we couldn´t work it out
I wanna think it´s something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I´ll survive
So I tell myself you´re coming home
Like you´ve done a million times
And if it´s alright
I´ll still be loving you

But if I still believe you love me
Maybe I´ll survive
So I tell myself you´re coming home
Like you´ve done a million times
And if it´s alright
I´ll still be loving you

And if it´s alright
I´ll still be loving you
´Cause I can´t break it to my heart