Become mad
by Earlyrise
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Hiding quietly in my room
I was hoping you wouldn´t be back so soon
Felt my heart pounding as I crawled
Slowly on the floor
Felt your presence piercing through
Guess I was never good enough for you
Your shouting made me feel so small
Desperate, insecure
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away
It was getting harder to fall asleep
Tried to let go but I was in too deep
Then I started to realize
Something´s wrong with me
My point of view got all twisted up
You couldn´t see I was crying out for help
Treated me like I´m second best
Now I trust no one but myself
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away
Swallowed my pride
I was frozen inside
Just wanted to be free to decide
Will you disappear?
I need you to stay away from me
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away
I was hoping you wouldn´t be back so soon
Felt my heart pounding as I crawled
Slowly on the floor
Felt your presence piercing through
Guess I was never good enough for you
Your shouting made me feel so small
Desperate, insecure
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away
It was getting harder to fall asleep
Tried to let go but I was in too deep
Then I started to realize
Something´s wrong with me
My point of view got all twisted up
You couldn´t see I was crying out for help
Treated me like I´m second best
Now I trust no one but myself
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away
Swallowed my pride
I was frozen inside
Just wanted to be free to decide
Will you disappear?
I need you to stay away from me
There´s no room left for me in this shelter
What did you expect me to become?
No more than a disciplined little soldier
Left no space for me to grow
So I had to break away