My heart pumps this blood rush still; my legs numb
My sweat drips down my face
Clears my vision
I battle myself
I battle

Keep my hands from my throat
For this silence
I battle myself
I battle

Swallow down now whole
Bitter pill unfolds

I lose my surroundings and fake that
I´ve gained hope

This bitter pill he swallows takes the tension
He´s lost control of his hands
Control of steps
Somewhere he fears
Was almost sure
Could never happen to him
When this pill dissolves in his suffering body
He´ll lay there stiff and shamelessly

I see my surroundings

(I see my surrounding)
Guilty acts laced with fear

Tie the knots to be temporarily secure
Guilty acts laced with fear
Tie the knots to be...