Today I wasn´t even gonna take a shower
And then I got a call sayin that my cousin died in a fire
So I washed myself for what seemed like three hours
With tears and rusty water
I need some of that Calgon take me away action immediately
Before I start scrubbing my hands hard repeatedly
I´m stuck somewhere lethargic between reality
and a fuckin Tool video - WAKE ME UP!
I´ve said goodbye too many times in these 22 long ones
And here I am wavin again; so long friend
I should have told her how this town doesn´t like it when people leave
So it finds ways to keep them
It sows seeds and reaps them
And now she´s part of that harvest, but different from all the others
Ask her mother how her smile touched souls and warmed cold hearts
Monique I miss you
I wish I could´ve kissed you farewell
and given you that tattoo you always asked for
But when I´m done tattin Thug Life on God´s stomach
You got next; I´m done, y´all take what you want from it
I´m goin to wash my hands
I miss you girl