Sometimes I try not to hate myself

For everything I never said

When you were here

And so I´m burning up photographs

Of what was a perfect past

´Cause I´m still here

But I´m barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you´ve been gone

I´ve been torn apart

I know that you can´t hear me but

I´m still hurt

And I wish you were here



It´s so hard that I try to bury it

Pretend that you didn´t exist

So I can be strong

But I feel sick

And I feel diseased

´Cause everyone abandons me

And I can´t move along

´Cause I´m barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you´ve been gone

I´ve been torn apart

I know that you can´t hear me but

I´m still hurt

And I wish you were here



I can not pretend you didn´t exist

Misery is just a state of mind

Hiding from the world´s no way to live

So I´ll convince myself that I´ll be fine

I´ll be fine

But since I lost you I´m barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference between

Me and the world

And ever since you´ve been gone

I´ve been torn apart

I know that you can´t hear me but

I´m still hurt



So I look up to the stars

And wonder out loud

Why everything I had in life

Has fallen from my arms

Can you even hear this song?

I´m screaming at the clouds

Screaming to a galaxy

That never cared at all

That I need you here