Suddenly you can live without me, you´re no longer calling me up.
Hours pass by without you, I can´t stop myself from throwing up.
I´m woken up worrying will you come back I can´t sleep in past eight.
Then when night comes around I´m desperate and wired and can´t fall
Asleep till really late.

{Refrain:}
´Cause my psychotic vengeance is on a killing spree.
My neurotic tendence, is just about to set me free.
I think of little excuses, of how I can get to you.
I conjure up things that are abusive and how I´ll be doing them to you

I want to call you up and cry to you and plead.
I want to kick you down, kick you till you bleed.
I will bash your face in, I will fuck you up the ass.
I´m gonna fuck your world up and dwell in just the past.

God bless the next baffoon

I lost 15 lbs and dyed my hair black to be your perfect girlfriend.
But you left me for a blonde with meat on her bones who makes
Mistakes now and then.
I find it quaint how you channel energy, it seems as though you use it,
On everything but me.
Watch how interesting I will react.
Don´t question love, ´cause I swear I am so over that.

{au Refrain}

I hate my new tatoo