Runaway
by Manafest
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It´s funny I never thought that I´d be homeless
I used to walk by them, now I´m living on the corners
Stretching for a touch of a hand, a dollar bill or a chance
Give me your sandwich bag, man I´ll do anything
With thoughts of desperation my hearts racing
I´m not star gazing I could die of starvation
Hallucinated from the day´s wasted
Lost track of time while my mind aging
People looking at me like a lost patient
Like I´m already dead why they all hating
Did I choose this life, or life choose me
I ran away at sweet 16 mommy do you miss me, this is Krissy
So I run, and I run, and I ran and I ran praying maybe some day we meet again
Cause It hurts when you hurt, and I hurt and I feel, like I´m healed can we all just make a mends
I run and I run and I run, and I run
Good bye to the world, good bye to my girl
Say hello to my home the street corner
It´s absurd every word that was spoken
It must come alive cause my life is still broken
Wondering did I miss it, what mistake did I make? Can I fix it?
These streets of gone ballistic
This isn´t what I thought it would be, where´s daddy
Is he still mad at me, I wonder would he have me
Back in the home, back in the zone, back where I can´t eat
Where´s there´s heat and use a phone
Cause it hurts and I know I never said good bye
I ran away I thought like anything I could fly
Mom and dad are you there, are you listening
I want to come home, but scared of the mess I´m in
Please forgive me of the things I committed
Against you against me, our family tree
And I know we haven´t spoke in so long, I was so wrong
To think I could live on, on my own accord
I´m a take the train home, but I need to know
If you´ll welcome me back through your life´s door?
Show me a sign with a red ribbon, hang one on the side of the train building
And if I see it than I´ll know that your still willing,
And if not I won´t ever call or visit
I´ll pretend that I´m re-living the beginning,
Like when we used talk in the kitchen, without all the fights & friction
This is me wishing, one of your ex children
Picturing praying that you got the same feelings,
I´m running
I used to walk by them, now I´m living on the corners
Stretching for a touch of a hand, a dollar bill or a chance
Give me your sandwich bag, man I´ll do anything
With thoughts of desperation my hearts racing
I´m not star gazing I could die of starvation
Hallucinated from the day´s wasted
Lost track of time while my mind aging
People looking at me like a lost patient
Like I´m already dead why they all hating
Did I choose this life, or life choose me
I ran away at sweet 16 mommy do you miss me, this is Krissy
So I run, and I run, and I ran and I ran praying maybe some day we meet again
Cause It hurts when you hurt, and I hurt and I feel, like I´m healed can we all just make a mends
I run and I run and I run, and I run
Good bye to the world, good bye to my girl
Say hello to my home the street corner
It´s absurd every word that was spoken
It must come alive cause my life is still broken
Wondering did I miss it, what mistake did I make? Can I fix it?
These streets of gone ballistic
This isn´t what I thought it would be, where´s daddy
Is he still mad at me, I wonder would he have me
Back in the home, back in the zone, back where I can´t eat
Where´s there´s heat and use a phone
Cause it hurts and I know I never said good bye
I ran away I thought like anything I could fly
Mom and dad are you there, are you listening
I want to come home, but scared of the mess I´m in
Please forgive me of the things I committed
Against you against me, our family tree
And I know we haven´t spoke in so long, I was so wrong
To think I could live on, on my own accord
I´m a take the train home, but I need to know
If you´ll welcome me back through your life´s door?
Show me a sign with a red ribbon, hang one on the side of the train building
And if I see it than I´ll know that your still willing,
And if not I won´t ever call or visit
I´ll pretend that I´m re-living the beginning,
Like when we used talk in the kitchen, without all the fights & friction
This is me wishing, one of your ex children
Picturing praying that you got the same feelings,
I´m running