I don´t want to have to build this
I don´t want to have to fit in
I don´t want to have to need someone
But I do..

I don´t want to have to attract boys
I don´t want to have to be here
I don´t want to have to eat to fill a hole
But I do..

But it´s better than nothing at all
But it´s better than nothing at all

I don´t want to have to be angry at you
I don´t want to have to blame it on my father
I don´t want to feel sick around you
But I do..

I don´t want to ever fall in love
I don´t want to feel so insecure
I don´t want to have to write this to explain
Still I do..

This feels better than nothing at all...
This feels better than nothing at all...