I´ve got a new disease in me,
I´ve got a friend that´s losing sleep,
I take it hard, it´s hard to take, I´m wide awake.
One more confession, discretion´s not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself and now
That´s just how I tell I´m wide-awake
I´ll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
That do I´ll wreck this if I have to

You get separated, somebody´s gone,
And I don´t know how this is wrong,
I´m so frustrated, falling behind,
You were a friend of mine.
I´d be so good to you,
Because they don´t know you like I do,
They don´t know you like I do

There´s a difference from me to them,
And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem,
I can never go, go back home again,
Acadia is gone

All my indecision, all of my excess,
Don´t you ever tell me I´m not loving you best,
I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success,
Slow down, it´s better in the worst way,
It´s getting better in the worst way

So here´s another day, I´ll spend away from you,
Another night I´m on another broken avenue,
Trading in who I´ve been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over,
I wonder what you´re doing, I wonder if you doubt it.
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
All the work to impress, charming girls out
Of their dresses and smiling pretty, and pretty
I´m right beside you, What you want what you need,
I´ll make this perfect again.
If I burn out and slip away, you´re beautiful, you are

I´ve been here so very long and I could slip into you,
It´s so easy to come back into you,
I´ll hide it, could I hide in you awhile.
I´m not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets.
I never took you for a trip but sometimes
I don´t know what you want, I could take it
If you need to take this out on someone.
If this is just a part I portray,
I don´t know how it got this way.