Everything will soon turn black,
so here´s my letter.
To get it off my chest.
Promise father, don´t look back,
it´s not for the better.
I know you tried your best.

Everybody seems so happy like they all share
something I haven´t felt for years.
For long I´ve tried to just hold on but now I don´t care
I´m closing down my thoughts and fears.
Forgive me, life is cruel.
I´m leaving you.

Hear you little brother me,
you know I´m sorry,
for every high hand.
Give my love to mother,please
tell her not to worry.
I hope she´ll understand.

So long, don´t wait for me in vain.
What´s wrong with being free from pain?
Be strong and live your lives like I never could.
Farewell, let the memories be nice.
To hell!? Don´t think you go there twice.
I´m well off right here, it´s more than good.
So Farewell...