I´m still frustrated from last night
Things happened in half-time, I´m sick of the bends
My panic research was no help
I sink into myself
Afraid of the fall that never ends
I wait, but I´m too tired to play pretend
I´ll suffocate until the end

No time for halfhearted goodbyes,
I turn on the spotlight and flee from the scene
Cheap flights from Paris to Bangkok, I thought it was nonstop
Can´t sleep on the KLM again
I haunt the halls of medicine at night
Choking back the urge to fight

Her cat was clawing the floorboards just outside of our door,
The panic begins
I searched the whole damn apartment from ceiling to carpet
No sign of the things she used to own
As autumn turns its back on me again
I climb the walls for oxygen

My body aches, it heaves, it shakes
All somersaults through so-called art
And I still don´t know exactly who I am
I never will, amen.

She whispers something in my ear, the message is unclear
She motions outside.
I trail her closely from behind
She tries hard not to cry
She shakes underneath the pouring rain

I can´t compete with all your damn ideas
This isn´t working out for you or me
The truth is I´m too tired to play pretend
This is goodbye, this is the end