For crying out loud
i´m running from a comedown
god forbid i know i´ve been a letdown
reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter
kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder

I´m Alive when i´m vulnerable
i´m out of control i´m losing my soul

I can´t be your angel
when i´m living like a devil
Can´t be your lover
when i´m living like a rebel
dont want your pity &
dont want your help
dont try & save me
go take care of yourself

I´m alive

Sick of the pain
i´m sick of the sorrow
sick of today
i´m sick of tomorrow
i´m addicted to
the misery in my head
i better stop before i end up dead

so i climb to the top
just to fall to the bottom
and i climb up to the top
just to fall to the bottom