Am I that scary or are you only indifferent
Are you ashamed to show me?
Sometimes I know I can be different
Are you proud of me?
Those nights when I sing at the restaurant?
Or would you prefer to be free?
Just too busy to keep your arms open?

Am I just too strange?
To be a girl, more than a friend
Could we speak seriously?
Right now I swear to you I won´t ask for it often
Would you forgive me?
If I´d cry while you´re having fun
Would you pretend to be free
The minute you were alone with that girl?

[Refrain]
Maybe I´m much too close to jealousy
Lost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a reason to be less insecure
Maybe I´m much too close to fantasy
Miles away from reality
Sorry if I´m unable to hear anymore

Am I really that angry?
Or are you just too stoned
Well it´s driving me crazy
You may think I´m always paranoid about being wrong
But this pain that cuts so deeply
Tell me, is this the way I was born
´Cause now I feel I´ve been real
Just like I´ve been for so long

Have I spoken clearly?
Should I still wait for that sun?
Stop feeding me with stories or apologies
I´ve already learned to be strong
But keep your hands off of me
´Cause you know that I won´t run
Then once again probably
How I´ll swear I´ll never ever be that dumb

[Refrain]
Maybe I´m much too close to jealousy
Lost between regrets and melancholy
But give me a reason to be less insecure
Maybe I´m much too close to fantasy
Miles away from reality
But apologies I just can´t believe anymore
Sorry if I´m unable to hear anymore