I thought for a long time
That it began the day you left
Saying goodbye on mama´s porch
Forsaking this troubled woman
´Cause you thought you did your best
And couldn´t give more
You never meant to let me down
But finally I was alone
She is crazy it´s all her fault
But I paid for it anyway
You needed to save yourself
How come you didn´t save me too?
Why did you leave me there?

It all began the day he left
It must be someone´s fault
´Cause you gave all the love that you had
Talking about it with all your friends
´Cause the phone is the only escape
From this apartment
You never wanted me to suffocate
But finally I drowned with you
He´s a rat, don´t ever trust him
I don´t trust anyone, anyway
You needed to save yourself
And I´m old enough to understand
Why do I always have to understand?

You might not realize how it hurts
Always did what you could
I just waited for something that never came
I tried all the ways to kill the pain
I´m what I am ´cause of it all
I´m glad I chose to save myself
I never meant to be ungrateful
But you owe it to me
I never meant to be rude
But it was the only way to say it
I never meant to be mad at you
But I was angry anyway…
And it never got me anywhere