I thought that you were driving but you´ve given me the wheel
There´s rain clouds out there that you don´t wanna feel
Your anger´s like a razor blade it´s just to bloody real
I thought that you would be here though I just don´t get it

And I also feel things more than I should
I don´t relax very often as often as I could
I worry how the all thing looks it doesn´t look good
But I thought that you would be here no I just don´t get it

And being clear is too much for me, just like it does for you
And even though I want to, I want to

I don´t feel like coming down
No I don´t
I don´t feel like hiding out
So I won´t
I can´t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
´Cause I´m beautiful
Right here it´s beautiful

I came all this way to be with you and you are already gone
If I was a good friend I could write this wrong
I´d kick away your crutches and make you walk on your own
I´d really thought you´d be here, I just don´t get it

Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole
I could go down with you
And even though I want to, I want to
I won´t

I don´t feel like coming down
No I don´t
I don´t feel like hiding out
So I won´t
I can´t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
It´s beautiful

I´m the willow tree and you can´t blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger and I wanna feel the wind
As it whips like a christmas I wanna be here
I wanna be here,

I don´t feel like coming down
No I don´t
I don´t feel like hiding out
So I won´t
I can´t turn the volume down
So I sit here in this chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is