it builds up inside
intensity intensifies
ready to explode
contained within never not I


anxiety
I shiver failing to hold it back
reality
drifting away
from conscience on my back
it´s payback time
I´m punished for my life
hurt by the stone
cast by all I´ve ever met
why must this happen all at once
suffocate my mind
why must this happen all at once
I feel, I feel I wanna


DIE! Go away!
I can´t handle it
surrendering inside
peel away my skin
ready to say goodbye


pushing me pounding me all at once
feel as if … as if I had a gun
I was told once before
I know I´d reach the end of forever
I know I got what´s coming to me
deserve the hell I´m in
why must this happen all at once
I feel …I fell I wanna