I made some mistakes in my life that I´m not proud of see
And I hope that doesn´t mean now I´m trying it will be harder for me
I been hurt and its not an excuse but it´s a reason
It´s like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season
And I´m just now learning how this world really works
There´s a law that says you get back what you put forth
All this running around doing nothing aint good for me man
Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it´s looking at me
I´m sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry
And its been said before in songs but you are my life
So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard
How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum
And you don´t have to worry about me I´m doing music now
It´s the truth it´s from my heart I hope it makes you proud
I haven´t made you proud in such a long long time
That´s why I´m gonna stand by gran as long as I´m alive
Nobody´s gonna hurt her even though there trying
And nobody´s gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun shines
And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back
This is my speech therapy, this isn´t rap

I´m not there yet I´m still trying to fix my faults
Trying to pick sense from nonsense that´s what I was taught
So many roads I´ve walked I´ve learnt so much so many thoughts
Bout who I really wanna be I guess it´s now I´m sure
I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that
Cause I don´t wanna be judged please don´t judge me wrong
Even though I judge my father through a whole song
He´s just a man I need to be mature and understand
Frenchie stay on this earth longer please
I can´t believe your dying I can keep from crying
You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album
I owe so many this album I owe the world man
I use to think the world owed me that´s why I gained nothing
Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something
The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is love
What I went through is my strength and that´s what keeps me up
So I´ll keep this fire burning lighting up my life
And to everyone who believes in me I´ll do you right
Starting here today with these words on this paper back
I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap