And it´s been a while

Since I could hold my head up high

And it´s been a while since I first saw you

And it´s been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it´s been a while since I could call you



And everything I can´t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I´ve rendered

I´ve stretched myself beyond my means



It´s been awhile

Since I can say that I wasn´t addicted

And it´s been a while since I can say I love myself as well and

And it´s been a while since I´ve gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it´s been a while but all that shit seems to disappear when I´m with you



And everything I can´t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I´ve rendered

I´ve gone and fucked things up again



Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day



And it´s been a while

Since I could look at myself straight

And it´s been a while since I said I´m sorry

And it´s been a while since I´ve seen the way the candles light your face

And it´s been a while but I can still remember just the way you taste



And everything I can´t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be

I know it´s me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me



And it´s been a while

Since I could hold my head up high

And it´s been a while since I said I´m sorry