Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

{Refrain:}
You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won´t let go ´til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won´t let go ´til it bleeds

Wish I´d died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
With its memories
Diaries left
With cryptic entries

{au Refrain}

You don´t need to bother
I don´t need to be
I´ll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I´ll never live down my deceit