I dont know how else to put this
It´s taken me so long to do this
I´m falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a malee
My bodys curled in a u shape
I put on my best but im still afraid

Propered up by lies with promises
Saving my place as lifes forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world

I´m only gere for a while
But patiences is not my style
And im so tired i gotta go

What am i suppose to want now
What am i supposew to do
Did you really think i wouldnt see this through

Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I´m still tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

im following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
im told what to do and i dont know why

im over existing in limbo
im over the myths and placebos
i dont really mind if i just fade away

im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause im so tired that i gotta go

what am i suppuse to want now
what am i suppose to do
you still dont think im going see this through

tell me im a part of history
tell me i can have it all
im still to tired to care and i gotta go

oh yeah
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go

yea yea

still to tired to care and i gotta go

go home

still to tired to care and i gotta go

yeah yeah

still to tired to care and i gotta go