i really don´t know what I´m doing here
i really think I should´ve gone to bed tonight but...
just one drink
and there´re some people to meet you
i think that you´ll like them
i have to say we do
and I promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
now why don´t I just get you another
while you just say hello...

yeah just say hello...

so I´m clutching it tight
another glass in my hand
and my mouth and the smiles
moving up as I stand up
too close and too wide
and the smiles are too bright
and I breathe in too deep
and my head´s getting light
but the air is getting heavier and it´s closer
and I´m starting to sway
and the hands on all my shoulders don´t have names
and they won´t go away
so here I go
here I go again...

falling into strangers
and it´s only just eleven
and I´m staring like a child
until someone slips me heaven
and I take it on my knees
just like a thousand times before
and I get transfixed
that fixed
and I´m just looking at the floor
just looking at the floor
yeah I look at the floor

and I´m starting to laugh
like an animal in pain
and I´ve got blood on my hands
and I´ve got hands in my brain
and the first short retch
leaves me gasping for more
and I stagger over screaming
on my way to the floor
and I´m back on my back
with the lights and the lies in my eyes
and the colour and the music´s too loud
and my head´s all the wrong size
so here I go
here I go again...

yeah I laugh and I jump
and I sing and I laugh
and I dance and I laugh
and I laugh and I laugh
and I can´t seem to think
where this is
who I am
why I´m keeping this going
keep pouring it out
keep pouring it down
and the way the rain comes down hard
that´s the way I feel inside...

i can´t take it anymore
this it I´ve become
this is it like I get
when my life´s going numb
i just keep moving my mouth
i just keep moving my feet
i say I´m loving you to death
like I´m losing my breath
and all the smiles that I wear
and all the games that I play
and all the drinks that I mix
and I drink until I´m sick
and all the faces that I make
and all the shapes that I throw
and all the people I meet
and all the words that I know
makes me sick to the heart
oh I feel so tired...

and the way the rain comes down hard
that´s how I fell inside...