On a mission started by my own admission
I will leave you all behind
By direction I´ll create my own protection
The real me you´ll never find

Aspirations turn to fear and desperation
Nothing´s ever good enough for you
Burn in sorrow ´cause I see there´s no tomorrow
You´ll only see what I want you to

Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside there is a real me
I´m always gonna hide and this is who you´ll see
Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside they haven´t found me yet
I´m always gonna hide and this is who you´ll get

On a mission to establish my attrition
You may think that you have won
Your rejection has brought on my introspection
I´ll escape I´ll only run

Accusations may destroy my motivation
I can feel it when you´re pushing me
Burn in sorrow ´cause I see there´s no tomorrow
Only I know which me you´ll see

Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside there is a real me
I´m always gonna hide and this is who you´ll see
Never gonna find me
Never gonna find me
Way down deep inside they haven´t found me yet
I´m always gonna hide and this is who you´ll get

Break away!
Run!
Down inside!
I´ve got to!
Push it way!
Down!
I did not choose this!
God Dammit!

I don´t really know
What I want to say
I can´t afford the throw
Can´t make it go away
Try to make it through
Fuck your decision
I can´t feel myself
But I´m burning up now!

Never gonna find me