Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I´m alone

I´ve got a migraine
and my pain will range from up down and sideways
thank God it´s Friday
cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
cause Sundays are my suicide days
I don´t know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms, clouds, snow, and a slight drizzle
Whether it´s the weather or the letters by my bed
sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head

Let it be said what the headache represents
It´s me defending in suspense
It´s me suspended in a defenseless
test being tested by a ruthless examinant
that´s represented best by my depress...ing thoughts
I do not have writer´s block
my writer just hates the clock
it will not let me sleep, I´ll get some sleep when I´m dead
and sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I´m alone
But I know we´ve made it this far, kid
yeah, yeah, yeah

I am not as fine as I seem pardon
Me for yelling I´m telling you green gardens
are not what´s growing in my psyche
it´s a different me
a difficult to be, stop feasting lumber down trees
freeze frame
please let me paint a mental picture portrait
something you won´t forget, it´s all about my forehead
and now it is a door that holds back contents
that make Pandora´s box´s contents look non-violent

Behind my eyelids are islands of violence
my mind shipwrecked, this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
They´re trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
and I know that I can fight or I can let the lion win
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
Cause sometimes to stay alive you got to kill your mind

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I´m alone
But I know we´ve made it this far, kid
yeah, yeah, yeah

And I will say that we should take a day to break away
from all the pain our brain has made
the game is not played alone
And I will say that we should take a moment and hold it
and keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
[x2]

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I´m alone
But I know we´ve made it this far, kid
We´ve made it this far, we´ve made it this