Dear lord
I understand all the problems that I´m about to express to you
Are things you already know
Well here goes nothing.

Dear lord I am on my knees
And I´m begging please
Just guide me father, this a time I am really in need
Feeling like I just can´t go on, mama crying and she lost her home
Tears runnin all down her face, judge gave her ten days to be gone.
My God what I´m gone do now, so stressed that the day go by.
Devil on me and I don´t know why, beg mama just please don´t cry.
Times get a lil rough I know, when it come to giving up I don´t.
Got twins and they on they way, see them stars wanna bet I won´t.
Sometimes I ask myself would I be a good father,
Cause I never had mine but I´d give the world to my daughters.
Live and you learn, reap what you sew
Regardless of wealth, grind like your poor.

[Chorus:]
Only lord knows what the hell I done really been thru,
All the nights I ain´t have no food,
Dear God tell me what I´m a do.
Man only lord knows,
All them times I was all on my grind,
Need help But I never could find.
Reach out but I couldn´t get a dime.
Man only lord knows, lord knows, lord knows
Man only lord knows, what the hell I done really been thru,
All them nights my mama couldn´t move,
And all the pain I don´t put her thru.

And I´m sick and tired of this pain, hate the lames in this game.
Only down because of my name, watchs wish because of my fame.
Lords know that world that I came, lord knows the nights that I cried,
Can´t help the pain that´s inside, lord wipe the tears from my eyes.
Ever seen the letter of eviction, no place to go but you wishin.
That a blessing come and you lifted, yeah dawg that´s all in my vision.
I done been thru hell in them trenches, I done seen the best of them fold,
Lost a couple of my dawgs,
Miss them niggas like shit.
But they still reside
In my heart,
Soul ached and I´m scarred,
I´m a do it for Dale and four fifth, God damn it´s hard.
Mothafuck this rappin, I really live this shit.
Blood sweat and tears, I really give a shit.

[Chorus:]
Only lord knows what the hell I done really been thru,
All the nights I ain´t have no food,
Dear God tell me what I´m a do.
Man only lord knows,
All them times I was all on my grind,
Need help But I never could find.
Reach out but I couldn´t get a dime.
Man only lord knows, lord knows, lord knows
Man only lord knows, what the hell I done really been thru,
All them nights my mama couldn´t move,
And all the pain I done put her thru.

Chyeah and everyday I´m awake I grind, no time never wait for mine.
Still waitin on the day I shine, my soul every bar every line.
I remember when I had no food, lights off bills overdue.
Lord knows that I´ve paid my dues, don´t forget when I got that news.
They say my mama sickly, thank God she seen her fifties.
I pray and ask forgiveness, please lord just keep her with me.
I was down and out, remember that like yesterday.
Made it out that struggle bracket, this here I´m blessed to say.
Man this worlds so fucked up, gas prices are way to high.
Times hard and I ain´t gone lie, bust asses to try and get by.
So who the hell is y´all to be jugdin, made a way from literally nothing.
Yeah I´m talking literally nothing!

[Chorus:]
Only lord knows what the hell I done really been thru,
All the nights I ain´t have no food,
Dear God tell me what I´m a do.
Man only lord knows,
All them times I was all on my grind,
Need help But I never could find.
Reach out but I couldn´t get a dime.
Man only lord knows, lord knows, lord knows
Man only lord knows, what the hell I done really been thru,
All them nights my mama couldn´t move,
And all the pain I done put her thru.
Man only lord knows

I thank you Jesus for guiding me, for keepin me
In your name I pray, amen.

Man only lords knows.