CD Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie

How ´bout getting off of these antibiotics
How ´bout stopping eating when I´m full up
How ´bout them transparent dangling carrots
How ´bout that ever elusive kudo
Thank you india

Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How ´bout me not blaming you for everything

How ´bout me enjoying the moment for once
How ´bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How ´bout grieving it all one at a time
Thank you india

Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was the moment

I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it
Was the moment I touched down
How ´bout no longer being masochistic

How ´bout remembering your divinity
How ´bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How ´bout not equating death with stopping
Thank you india

Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence