how ´bout getting off of these antibiotics

how ´bout stopping eating when i´m full up

how ´bout them transparent dangling carrots

how ´bout that ever elusive kudo

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

how ´bout me not blaming you for everything
how ´bout me enjoying the moment for once

how ´bout how good it feels to finally forgive you

how ´bout grieving it all one at the time

thank you india

thank you terror

thank you disillusionment

thank you frailty

thank you consequence

thank you thank you silence

the moment I let go of it was the moment

I got more than I could handle

the moment I jumped off of it

was the moment I touched down

how ´bout no longer being masochistic

how ´bout remembering your divinity

how ´bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out

how ´bout not equating death with stopping

thank you india

thank you providence

thank you disillusionment

thank you nothingness

thank you clarity

thank you thank you silence