Beautiful garden, oh where have you gone?
my self delusions are leaving me in the storm
Taking for granted all the goodness that ive found
somewhere i lost all, my control came crashing down

and i pray for forgiveness
look for the answers
cause its hard
for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
cant you see
this state that im in
and no one would know this
nobody noticed
cause its me where it begins

beautiful morning, please dont wake me from my sleep
cause i need some comfort, to regain my sanity
I dont want to feel this crazy,
i dont want to feel this discarded
Shattered in a million pieces
Im so broken hearted
nowhere left to run
nowhere left to go
so

i pray for forgiveness
look for the answers
cause its hard for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
cant you see
this state that im in?
and no one would know this
nobody noticed
that its me, where it begins
and i pray for forgiveness within

I swear that everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me
I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made
This time i don´t have the strength to gather myself
Im falling to pieces

And I pray for forgiveness
look for the answers
cause its hard for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
cant you see
this state that im in
I pray for forgiveness
looking for justice
searching for answers
call to my mother
pray for forgiveness
breaking the silence

nobody knows this, nobody noticed
that it´s me
where it begins