And I felt myself going. I was in a great deal of pain, it was a very frightening experience, but I began to slip…
I just sort of, feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on… I´ll be ok, I´ll be ok…
And it got to the point where I just couldn´t… And everything began to just become very quiet.
And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had I wanted to say goodbye to my wife, it was important to me…
And I did, I remember just turning my head, looking at her and saying… I´m gonna die, goodbye Joan… and I did.
It was then that I experienced… experienced what we call a near death experience, for me there was nothing near about it, it was there.
It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security…
I did not have an out-of-body experience, I did not see my body or anyone about me, I just immediately went into this beautiful bright light.
It´s difficult to describe, matter of fact it´s impossible to describe.
Verbally it cannot be expressed, it´s something which becomes you and you become it…
I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness… It was part of me…

Goodbye my friend
Love will never end

And I feel like you
And I breathe all truth

Love is the lifebreath of all I see
Love is the truelight inside of me

And I know you somehow
As I hold you in my heart

In my heart

There´s a fire in the sky

And I know it´s you

(Senses following me)

There´s a light that´s so bright
And I know it´s you

And I dream like you
And I believe in truth

For I was always there
And I will always be there...


And it´s just so beautiful. It was eternity. It´s like… I was always there, and I will always be there…
That my existence on earth was just a very brief instant.
I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness… It was part of me…