If only you were here to hold my head above bloody waters
We could make it through
You turned your back on me and now I do the same to you
You made me feel so hollow
How can the man that you looked up to turn around and say three words that hurt more than you´ll ever know
You don´t know what it feels like to be in my shoes
You turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floor
This time there´s no reason for me to turn around and scream for help
But if only you were here to hold my head above all those things you said to tie me down
I´m looking for forgiveness for something that I didn´t even do
How can you call yourself and idol, a person to trust?
How can I look so high up when you´re always holding me down?