I´ve got a smile
That I put on
When I´m not at home
When I´m not alone.
But it is so hard
To make that smile
´Cause I know I´ll be at home
And alone in a while
And if I look in a mirror
I see my eyes start to tear
I can´t help but cry
Since you said goodbye
I´ve got to hide
What I´m feelin´ inside
Can´t let them see
How you´re hurtin´ me.
So I guess that´s what I´ll do
Won´t let them see through
Won´t let them know
That you could hurt me so.
I´ve got a laugh
That I put on
When I´m not at home
When I´m not alone.
But it is so hard
To fake that laugh
When my insides are cryin´
And my heart´s torn in half
And all the music I hear
And things I valued so dear
Make me feel so blue
They all remind me of you.
(Now) What can I do
(Now) That our love is through
And my purpose is gone
Still I got to live on.
I guess that´s what I´ll do
I won´t let them see through
I won´t let them know
That you could hurt me so.