The venom inside
Turned me into the enemy
Turned into what I hate
My apathy got the best of me
Blood boiled and lost my way
I never thought I´d be the one to blame
Have to live with constant shame
Everything that I put inside
Just to feel numb

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside

This was nothing but moral abuse
Guess I just needed something new
What could I gain from solitude
Or acting like a fool

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside

I tried to escape
Push it away
Tried to hide
The venom inside

Disconnected, apathetic
It´s so pathetic to be this frantic
I needed help I needed help
Like methadone for an addict