Now in these cynical times
Sterotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
I´m trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what I´ll find
I´m like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And I´ll cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but I´m catching minimal rays
It´s time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that I´ll probably never win
´Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Life´s a challenge and I wonder if I´ll ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wonder if I´ll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)

My finger´s pointing in the mirror
I´m the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
There´s nothing new thay all said it
And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
I´m hard-headed
That´s the only way I´ll learn
Get caught in the fire ther´s no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change I´d be changing for the worst wouldn´t I?

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wonder if I´ll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)

I wanna run but if I run I´m only running form myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
I´m like a child playin´ with matches that´s never beeen burned
Relearning all the lessons that I´ve already learned
On a highway to a destinatin I´ve earned
So many exits, but I´ve never bothered to turn
I´m like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devil´s guinea pig
He´s watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit I´m fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now I´m dancing in the ashes of the bridge I´ve burned

[Chorus:]
Sometimes I wonder if I´ll ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)