You´re my best friend
No you´re not
You´re my sister, stay in your place
I can´t pretend that you´re not
Threatening to me,l need my space
I´m not lying, I value survival
Over you

I´m on my own
No I´m not
I´ve my sister to fight for me
I can´t pretend that you won´t
Cause you love myself more than me
I´m not lying, so often you choose me
Over you

And I´ve tried to heal the wounds
Make it as if it never was
And I know I´ve done my best
But I can never heal the scars

I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again
I´ll do it again
I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason
I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again
I´ll do it again
I´ll do it to you
I don´t wanna hurt you anymore

I pull you close
Feel your love
Then I push you away from me
Protect myself
I´m not safe when my boundaries are violated
And it´s kill or die
So I choose me
Over you

ADD is my excuse
And with my excuse I shot you down
And I know I´ve got to change
But I can never work out how

How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again
Do it again
I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason
I wanna say I´m sorry but I know I´ll do it again
I´ll do it again
I´ll do it to you
I don´t wanna hurt you anymore

Lash out in anger
Hit the wrong target
My little sister

No matter what I say
I love you so much I cannot leave
But when family get too close
I always find it hard to breathe

How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again
I´ll do it again
I know what I did but I still don´t know the reason
How can I say I´m sorry when I know I´ll do it again
I´ll do it again
I´ll do it to you
I don´t wanna hurt you anymore