I´ve been lying awake at night
I´ve been hoping that I´m alright
I´ve been winding myself too tight
Wondering if i will sleep tonight
Never thought things would get like this
Always hoping that they´d work out
Still ingesting the wrong amount
Now I seem to be filled with doubt

I cannot stop this ride
I´m growing cold inside
I shouldn´t let it slide
Will sickness be mine

This should not be my weight to bear
Go on acting like I don´t care
Stop this high-I wouldn´t dare
I have earned and deserve my share
Things like this happen every day
While I´m in there I feel okay
But you say I should get away
Let me go for just one more day

Ive got to medicate myself,
I´m not concerned about my health
It covers up what I´ve been dealt, it seems the only way
Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way

Ive got to medicate myself,
I´m not concerned about my health
It covers up what I´ve been dealt, it seems the only way
Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way

Ive got to medicate myself,
I´m not concerned about my health
It covers up what I´ve been dealt, it seems the only way
Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way

Ive got to medicate myself,
I´m not concerned about my health
It covers up what I´ve been dealt, it seems the only way
Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way

Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine