This is my letter to you

We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn´t any need for an answer
Things were much different then

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But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there´s nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter

Hope you´re alright. It´s been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I´d be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might´ve
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What´s the next step, the latest hole in my life
What´s next for me to learn

Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It´s so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can´t handle that yet.
No

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One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again

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