I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I´m thinkin´ about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn´t matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn´t enough
and I swear I´m gonna cry.
I´m sick of tryin´ to be tough.

And my blood won´t stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
down your pants.
And I´m thinkin´ about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn´t matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it´s her you´ll always love and it´s her I´ll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won´t keep me up.
But I swear I´m gonna cry.
I´m sick of tryin´ to be tough.

And my blood won´t stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it´s hard to find
What I want
When it´s buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I´m not sure you´d cooperate.
Not sure you´d come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
And I´m thinkin´ about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn´t matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn´t enough
and I swear I´m going to cry.
I´m sick of tryin´ to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I´m gonna cry.
I´m sick of tryin´ to be tough.

And my blood won´t stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

Is gonna tear mine away