It´s been awhile since I spoke like a human
Haven´t seen you in over half of a decade and haven´t talked since I moved
In the home town harmony´s telling me you´ve been bad
Grieving over the fact that you´re losing your baby´s dad
But it´s not just that, you´re farther into the crack
Heard you´re walking a track and marching into the trash
Fuck praying, ´cause I´ve been silent for years
I´m sick of trying to be a man about it; Hiding my tears
And fuck the judgment, I´ve got a messed up past
But when asked or confronted, I´m a shut down fast
And the truth is, girl I cry when I think of you
And write a million songs that I´m a never get to sing with you
Talk about the places I´m a never get to bring you to
Show you what it´s like to build a life and learn a thing or two
What hurts me is that I love you, ´cause you´re my older sister
The only girl that I can rock with

Mum shut´s down when I ask and dad´s so sad
That I don´t know if he´s ever gonna get past it
And really, I´m finding it hard for me to manage
Any close relationships without the fear of vanishing
All of this has been hard, I ain´t denying it
I´m writing down this song as a product of my environment
So listen, they say that family is everything
It´s more than just a house, two dogs and a wedding ring
It´s blossoming life and standing up to anything
Trying to take the people that you love to what it´s meant to be
Yeah, so then where´d you go?
Prisoner in your body quarantined from your soul
And I know those drugs got you out in the cold
Got you spitting in the mouth of those showing you hope
So if you´d ever come through to your senses
I´ll be right here, waiting for Rebecca.