I envy your demise
I hope it´s all you dreamed it would be
One bullet in this gun
Not sure if it´s for you or me

I envy your demise
With all the guilt you hid away
All the lies that I had spun
And all the times I wished you´d stay

Now, all that I´ll ever suffer
All that I´ll ever be
All that I´ll ever ruin
You can always cover me with makeup

I envy your demise
Seven hundred and fifty degrees
When it burned it smelled like you
But it scorched and looked a lot like me

I envy your demise
You never said that you´d try
When I had to lose control
Lose control to really cry

Now, all that I´ll ever abuse
All that I´ll ever see
All that I´ll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup

All that I´ll ever limit
All that I´ll ever try
All that I´ll ever trust
You can always cover it with

All that I´ll ever abuse
All that I´ll ever see
All that I´ll ever ruin
You can always cover it with makeup