You know sometimes I think God
Is playing a little game with me
Looking down from heaven, laughing
Tryin to see how much I can take
Because the way things go, it´s like a joke
Nobody´s had more shots at the moon and missed than me

It´s like I got my life stuck, stuck on rewind
Trying to makes something of myself, life´s got something else in mind
I´m fighting a losing game and I´m biding my time

You won´t be my man, do I understand, no, stop
I don´t want to hear another word about your ´why not´s´, I bought
Your bullshit it all before now you trying to sell me more, babe

Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago, nothing left to choose
I´m tired, tired of singing the blues
I´m tired

I´m walking down the streets, you wouldn´t know what I was thinking
It´s just another white girl day, hey, ribbons in my hair, and I am sinking down
A double life, a sordid past, and I am drinking now
I want to be bad
You say you were glad to see me shut up
I don´t want to know another thing you think you know about me
I´m not who you think I am, smiling but I ain´t happy

A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago, nothing I can choose
I´m tired, tired of singing the blues
I´m tired

Oh, my soul forgot, I can´t turn off my mind
It´s like a ticking time bomb trying to kill me from inside
I mean day and night
Is there no remedy for memory?

I´ve felt this way before, I´ve known the depths of desperation
My boyfriend says I´m like an old movie star with loneliness as my occupation
I know that he´s right but I don´t care tonight
I want to be bad, I want to be bad, I can´t stop
I keep running around the same town, knocking you down, I´m fucked
How can I get out when there´s nowhere to go for miles around

A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose
Sold my soul long ago, nothing I can choose
I´m tired, tired of singing the blues
I´m tired