It´s late at night the worlds asleep
And I´m trying not to think
I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds
I´m thinking what is wrong with me
Because the only thing i know
About honesty
Is every lie i told
That you believed

I´m afraid, to be alone
I´m afraid, that one day you´ll find out

And you´ll be amazed
At the secrets i keep
You´ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I´m too afraid to come clean
My life´s still free in the house of cards

Now i can´t look you in your eye´s
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so i can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But i just can´t cuz

I´m afraid, to be alone
I´m afraid, that one day you´ll find out

And you´ll be amazed
At the secrets I keep
You´ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I´m too afraid to come clean
My life´s still free in the house of cards

It´s such a shame what I´ve become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cuz I´m trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn´t me
Isn´t me
No

You´ll be amazed
You´ll be amazed
You´ll be amazed
You´ll be amazed

(...)

And you´ll be amazed
At the secrets i keep
You´ll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies
I´m too afraid to come clean
My life´s still free in the house of cards

You´ll be amazed
You´ll be amazed