I kick flows, rip shows, think it switched though?
Shit no, it ain´t any different when I get home
I shift po to get dough, lust p´s
If you ain´t ever been broke?
For you to judge me´s an insult
It´s my life an I´m living it
Agreed we all have choices but mine limited mostly by my decisions
If I knew then what I knew now I´d a lived live different
I´d be a different me but I didn´t so this is me
Me, in my position what would you have done?
Would you of done what I did? Am I what you would become?
My guess, my guess is you would of succumb like I did
The decision was mine but I was too young
And I picked the wrong path, I went the wrong way
Left school then got the grade, banged it out, got my pape´s
Stacked my p´s copped a cake, I´m holding weight now
Made a brick of a ounce an ain´t been in the jailhouse
I intend on staying free, free for me don´t mean free from stress
Lay in bed but I ain´t asleep
From I need rest I just blaze the tree´s
Drift off hearing my Nan say to me

[Chorus]
Good night, God bless
I´ll see you in the morning
Good night, God bless
I´ll see you in the morning

I´m a dreamer, but can only dream as
Long as I´m asleep I´ve, been having trouble sleeping
See Nanny Edie ain´t here to say goodbye no more
I had to say goodbye to her, inside is where resides the hurt
Now all I feel is pain, after that nothingness
After that? Nothing since, after that there´s nothing left
Some of her last words were I can´t fight forever
Like she wanted to give up an of life she was fed up
She had to go but I wanted her to stay
Cause ever since she left, things haven´t been the same
I need a new shelter from the rain
My face looking weathered, a facety looking breeder I´m fed up
I know not what to do
See I´d love to say that I don´t give a fuck but I do
The gift an curse that I´m blessed with
The pressures on road ain´t nothing to the emotions that I wrestle with
Stress got me in a figure four, raw is what I´m thinking
I wonder what I´m living for?
Is it only to hurt? First my great nan
Now I gotta put my dad in the dirt
Back in the earth, I wished we could have patched it up first
I was so angry though, I just couldn´t handle the hurt
Now you´re in the back of a hurse
It hurts more than it ever did
Sometimes I wish that I had never lived
Feels as if it would have been better if I never did, live
I don´t know how I´m ever gonna get through this, shit
I swear down blood, I´m running on empty
My life ain´t nothing to be envied
So goodnight...