I wake to a wasteland
I try to understand
hates me, everyone
Satan´s got a gun
I´m skinned by my own thoughts
raped by every God
left with everything
feeling so lonely
(i feel so alone)


I´m haunted every time
I fuckin close my eyes
I feel the evil force
eaten at my rotten corpse
I break down in dismay
crumble and decay
worst of this monstrosity
is that this is fuckin reality


Wake me up or I´ll lose my mind
this nightmare´s draining me inside
terrified to close my eyes
this nightmare makes me wanna die
When will I wake?


I wake in boiling sweat
dream will I forget
actions I do regret
erase then smear with shit
I flee from nothing there
possessed by, if I care
attempt to run away
manage to burn and pray


I fall an endless pit
and loving every bit
further that I go
escape this Hell I know
smashed down on 10 foot spikes
shoved deeper with her might
I bleed cold in despair
yet she doesn´t fuckin care