Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I´ll let this go and find a reason I´ll hold on to
I´m so ashamed of defeat
And I´m out of reason to believe in me
I´m out of trying to get by

I´m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don´t belong here and I´m not well
I´m so ashamed of the lie I´m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

I can´t face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I´m so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I´ll let it go
Untill I have something more to say for me
I´m so afraid of defeat
And I´m out of reason to believe in me
I´m out of trying to defy

I´m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don´t belong here and I´m not well
I´m so ashamed of the lie I´m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need

I´m so afraid of the gift you give me
I don´t belong here and I´m not well
I´m so ashamed of the lie I´m living
Right on the wrong side of it all

Now I´m ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I´m so ashamed of me
I am so ashamed of me...